dear sweet zig, it feels like so much is opening up in your heart and mind, no wonder you are exhausted ((((((((((((((((((((((( )))))))))))))))))))))))

i think, you are right, it is much deeper than s and his meds.. it goes back to little zig in the car with her B. and perhaps you feel the same way now.. and want desperately to find some ground..

but allow yourself some time on the blanket to recoup and to gather strength today...and to get excited about your marvelous trip w/ S.

love you, zig.


Me(f): 51 W: 41
DP:8 M:3 T:10
"W not happy" 7/11
D final: 8/13