Well im one of the rookies as well but its just seemed like a good day to be positive today. Its so very interesting how confidence works for you. We had a scrimmage for my sons football team tonight in another town, my W wasn't there when it started but did show up later and was stayed until we finished. My son told her he was going with me again tonight and she was smiling and in a great mood, I was a little taken aback b/c she made some small talk w/ me and there was really no need to.
Again its certainly a little itty bitty baby step but im taking it and am going to be happy with it, she just seemed more at east tonight......LOL (my thought was just that she probably freakin filed today and thats whats got her in such a good mood...im only kidding about that and thats why i laughed b/c i can actually tell you that the old me would probably really believe thoughts like that.) Man thats some real stream of consciousness writing right there. It was a good night...thats the gist of it, she was happier, more chatty and alot more at ease, I was having a good day anyway but seeing her smile really made it better.