Carnac, I just posted on your thread how amazed I am of you and others that continue to walk down their paths with what seems little frustration by many. I just hope to be able to find that confidence and that positiveness soon. Im amazed at the people that are in situations where the spouses are having full blown affairs and the LBSs are waiting for the return. Muliple affairs as well. I have a one night stand three years ago, and then an EA for 5 months, and my husband doesnt know if he can ever trust me again? AND Im making changes to make myself a bettef person, and there is a chance that he and I will never reconcile? I guess a part of me is jealous peeps on here with wait and hope. I guess that is me in a sense as well, minus he not having an affair.
Just venting I guess. Rough day at the office. I sometimes feel as if H takes advantage of me regarding our son. Guess Im still on that roller coaster...
M:43/ H:39 T:12/ M:9 S8, D15 M affair(one night): 2/09 M EA: 2/12-7/12 D:6/7/12 H: GF since 7/24/12
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