I thought we were moving in the right direction, but honestly, I am getting tired of dealing with the crap. I want my M to work, but it's getting old me being the only one thinking that. I'm scared that I think it may be easier to move on than fix this.
I hate that I even wrote that. Yeah, I do get tired...I wish it were different, but I have to own up to the backslide I had last week. That took all the trust that was building and trashed it. I've got to start building it again...one day at a time.
The argument last night was just stupid, and I should have just let it go. I didn't because I thought it was something that could shape our children's thoughts, and that concerned me, but W's not in a place to listen to my point of view on anything right now and I should have realized that.
