No there's nothing wrong with searching for answers religiously or spiritually on here. In fact, all your relationships (whether it be with your kids, your W, with God, etc.) all comes from the same place. It's all about seeing the not-so-obvious.
When you first read DB, you're suddenly "enlightened" as to what caused your M to fail. The signs were always there, but you just didn't see them. You relied on faith. Faith that your W was just always going to be there and that your M would always be good.
Same thing with spiritual growth. You're given everything you have right in front of you. Sometimes it just takes a simple shift to realize that you may be pointed in a direction.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.