Freedomland Ahead

[BeingMe]

Thanks, Forward. I've done the best I could. Yet, nothing worked, except if I said nothing, and I instigated the hugs, etc. I think that wasn't working either ... he just didn't say so.

I kinda feel guilty being on Match, like I'm betraying my H (even though he did it). It's a different world, this new dating thing. Once I registered, it felt overwhelming the amount of guys winking and im'ing me. One, a soldier, in Afghanistan returning to Texas in 7 months. And, younger than me, or even my H who is 5 years younger than me. Can no-one find someone in the real world? What is the expectation on Match? I'm almost scared to go back on, after the busy weekend.