A New Path - I just left my wife

[tpc1977]

I back pedal a long time before we split. It really has nothing to do with our separation or marriage problems. This was personal. A very personal decision I made one day while doing my devotions.

I was on my second full year of getting up every morning, reading the bible, journaling, and praying. One morning I just stopped. That was it. I was on my fourth time reading the bible cover to cover, second time straight. I closed the bible, closed my journal, stopped praying ... and that was it.

I wasn't getting answers. I wasn't feeling anything spiritual. I wasn't led astray. I just stopped.

That was probably close to a year or so ago. Ever since then I've been looking for the truth about Christianity and God and only come up with more questions than answers. More reasons to believe there may be a creator. But it may or may not be attached to one specific religion - or any religion for that matter.