"I walked away from any ideas about God. But sometimes, out of habit, I ask for a sign to see if there is any chance we could be together. So far, if God exists, he's only shown me there isn't."
I'm not exactly a heavy church-goer but isn't this a bit extreme? You know He gave everyone free will. You have free will as well as your W. Just because you're not getting what you want, it doesn't mean that He's not out there. Did you ever think that He set up the situation for you to learn something in the end? I know I did.
I felt the same way you did, but then I realized that if this didn't happen I wouldn't understand what being in a good marriage is or that I wouldn't be as good a father as I am now.
Just sounds childish that you back pedal from God just because you don't get what you want. Faith in Him is unwaivering no matter what the circumstances. And there's ALWAYS someone who is worse off than you. Thank God you're not one of the people who is struggling with a D and have health issues or have had the cops called on them. It's happend many times on here.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
