And trust me I know how hard it is... I've wanted to talk to her numerous times in the last month or so about things that matter. About compliments i've been given, about the things i'm learning about myself in therapy, about my re-election campaign issues, but the fact is that she's not there for me right now and doesn't want to be.
It broke my heart a while back when something great happened and my first thought was I wanna tell Tracy.....and then reality set in and I called another friend of mine and talked about it and it wasn't nearly the same, but I knew thats what had to be done.
