Month 3 no movement

[Mrs D]

Your right Arsene, Im sure she's uncomfortable there for all of those reasons. The funny thing was by the end she wasn't uncomfortable at all and was happily chatting away with lots of friends, but when she walked in it was obvious that she was nervous and uncomfortable.


All in all it was a good weekend which im sure I will now somehow screw around in my head until im worked into a frenzy and im sure she'll never speak to me again. LOL. I actually wrote that b/c its truly how I have dealt with things at times and even now have to be very conscious of not doing exactly that so maybe writing it out and seeing how absurd it truly is will help me not obsess over every detail of our every interaction this weekend.

On a good note, S11 has stayed with me 3 out of the last 4 nights and is planning to stay more, I think he likes that we hang out and do things together while she either buries her head in text or pinterest according to him.

I often wonder if that is why my Ex doesnt come around our mutual friends any longer. I wonder if its because they all know that Im working on being a better person. And he doesnt want to hear that right now, so he stays away. I think its another baby step to add to your many, but I think it was a giant step for her! Hopefully she will continue.

Isnt it funny when you have a good weekend, that your mind over works its self. Ugh!! Happy Monday Carnac!