Your right Arsene, Im sure she's uncomfortable there for all of those reasons. The funny thing was by the end she wasn't uncomfortable at all and was happily chatting away with lots of friends, but when she walked in it was obvious that she was nervous and uncomfortable. Im smiling this morning simply b/c she was there and also b/c she let me fix her car over the weekend. I know some would say that I shouldnt have helped her out with the car, but the fact is that having gone back through our relationship in my head I really think acts of service are huge with her so it was an opportunity to do something for her and expect/get nothing from her in return.
She did ask when I returned her car yesterday if she owed me any money for the parts or anything and I told her not to worry about it and she left it at that. Im glad she did, but was a bit surprised by that b/c I assumed she would probably insist on paying for the parts, I didnt think there was any way she would let me do it and pay for it so im taking that as a small step for her.
All in all it was a good weekend which im sure I will now somehow screw around in my head until im worked into a frenzy and im sure she'll never speak to me again. LOL. I actually wrote that b/c its truly how I have dealt with things at times and even now have to be very conscious of not doing exactly that so maybe writing it out and seeing how absurd it truly is will help me not obsess over every detail of our every interaction this weekend.
On a good note, S11 has stayed with me 3 out of the last 4 nights and is planning to stay more, I think he likes that we hang out and do things together while she either buries her head in text or pinterest according to him.
