A lot going on right now regarding the kids. I would like to update the situation.
Very briefly, I retained an attorney and told W I was going to file w/ motion to put in place temporary custody order. She freaked out, wanting us to make decisions together for our girls. We met with a mediator and agreed to a 2 on 2 off arrangement for now. We will meet again this Thursday to put in place a longer term agreement. If things break down this week, I will file and serve her on Friday. The paperwork is ready, I only need to inform my attorney to move forward.
We will see what happens.
Unfortunately, I have abandoned DBing for the time being to put my energy toward my kids. I still in my heart want a R, but don't see that as even a remote possibility at this time. I hope to be back here taking in the good advice from the fine people here.
I do want to say thanks to Chatter, Starsky, NASCAR, Bond, and the many others who have helped me along the way. Thank you all for encouraging me to put my kids first. I intend to drop the gloves if needed, but am encouraged by the agreement we have in place now regarding custody. Hopefully, we can work together for the sake of our beautiful little girls.