Well, tomorrow is the day. I am sure our D will be final. I have mixed emotions about this. Last week I had a lot of anxiety, to the point where one evening all I did was cry and honestly felt like I didn't want to live. I know that my thoughts were irrational and I would never do anything to harm myself or hurt my family in any way, I just felt sad. However, after a good night's sleep I felt better, and have been ok since.
I am attending the hearing via telephone. Work is very hectic right now and I can't take time off, so I will use that time as my lunch hour. It really shouldn't take very long, there isn't anything to divide really.
Even though my M wasn't busted, I still believe in the principles I learned in the DR book. It put a lot of things in to perspective for me, and in the end is making me a better person.
"Everyone you meet has baggage. Find someone who loves you enough to help you unpack." ¤Formerly DelinquentGurl¤
