So church was good for me today, with a great message. Of course, by the end of the pastors prayer, I was in tears. Everything about that hour and 15 minutes touched every aspect of what I am going through now.
After church, my GF and I went for lunch then walked around the mall to waste time, then stopped at the gym to pick up a roller for her back. Shes training to compete in a body building competition in November, and pulled something in her back. After that stop she brought me home where I am now watching football. I loved watching football with H, and really miss the conversations we would have. Speaking of H. Haven't spoke to him all day. Im sure he will be bringing our son home soon. Miss that little bugger.
I seem more confident today. Much better than I did yesterday. And to be honest I'm not sure why I was feeling so low yesterday. Maybe cause H and our son were doing things I wish I were included in? Idk. Maybe church helped my confidence today?
M:43/ H:39 T:12/ M:9 S8, D15 M affair(one night): 2/09 M EA: 2/12-7/12 D:6/7/12 H: GF since 7/24/12
God,Family, and the Green Bay Packers. - Vince Lombardi
