Divorced.. #2

[Mrs D]

Well, I didnt go shoot guns. I didnt go to any bars. I didnt go to any fairs. What I did - took a walk with my GF two houses up. Then we went back to her place, and watched the dumbest movie ever. But it was still fun. She was my soundboard again as we did our walk. She really is a great person.

So - I thought I was going to be so confindent. So tough. So getting on with life. Fail. I sent him a text, playing... "I see you bought more 312..or was that an old case box?" He called not even a minute later thinking I was at him place. Um no. It was something I had saw yesterday when I dropped off our son.. Anyway - he said that he was at the same fair my GF and I had spoke about going to - told him we have thought about going, and to have fun.

Later I sent a text asking him to have our son call me. He calls a few minutes later - says they are at the fair and that he rode the farris wheel (big deal for him because he is scared of heights). I had said ah man - I thought we were going to ride together. He said no mom - I decided to go with the best GF from across the street, and it was So Cool!! Love that he got past being scared of heights. Made me smile. Then our son said that they were at the concert (yep, the one my GF and I were going to) and here, talk to Dad. H gets on the phone, and says - I thought you said my GF was coming here tonight. I said nope - decided to stay in and watch a movie instead. (was he looking for us?) Then he asked if he could have our son through the day tomorrow because mutual friends had asked to go with them to a lake a few towns over. I was also invited, and told him that I was going to take him.

He came back - thats fine - its your day. I eventually sent him a text and told him that he could keep our son since I had our son most of the day last Sunday if he wanted - just let me know. No reply. Not sure if our son will be coming home tomorrow early or not now. And to be honest, I would rather him spend time witn our son, that the GF. Yep - Im being honest. And selfish. Bad, bad, bad.

Thats all I have I guess. At home again, on here, and watching Anger Management. I really dislike Charlie Sheen, but I really love this show for some reason..