Things surprisingly are getting better for myself, yesterday H tm early in the morning wanting me to send him a pic of our son, I did it, he send me a message telling me he was coming over in the evening to see the little one. I went to do some errands and around noon he called me, he said he went home and nobody answered the door. I said that maybe my mom went out with our son, he then asked me where I was...I told him I was shopping (lie! I was getting a manicure and a pedicure).
When I got home around 5pm, I got all "dolled" up and when he arrived he hugged our son, said hello to me and my mom. He showed us his busted nail (pretty gross)and sat down the couch, he looked tired. I stated to play with the little one, laughing and tickling our son, he just kept looking at us. He then asked me how I was, how was work and he asked me if I was exercising. I calmly answered him that I was doing well and that work was hectic and that yes, I was running 5k now! An hour later he left, because he said he was tired and wanted to sleep. He didn't mentioned D or his search for an apartment.
Today, he called early this morning he said he was coming around 10 am, again I got all dolled up and when he arrived he said "hello" to me and asked me how I was. He then started to play with the little one, he told me he hasn't slept in days ( he looked terrible!) I decided to go out to the pharmacy to buy vitamins for our son, he asked if I was going to take long, I told him just 30 minutes because I was going to walk instead of driving there. WHen I came back my mom was giggling and I asked what was funny? she said that H and the little one were passed out in the living room floor! They slept for a good 3 hours! When they woke up, H said he was leaving that he might come back later. An hour later H TM me that he was going to see a doctor because he's depressed (he admitted it!) I haven't TM back.