to be able to say the dreaded name.. and to talk about it with indifference.. WOW! Ruddy Turnstone is with you for sure...
i already know that will be my next step in dropping the rope... i did well w/ everything else recently... phone conversations, her bringing up the D, seeing her... but when she said yesterday that she was walking.... and i knew it was to OW's house... the rope burned my fingers REALLY BADLY, which meant i was holding on tight.. i need to drop it so it stops burning....
now i will have to figure out how... and my first step will be to read your last few posts over again to see how you got there.
love you, my friend.
Me(f): 51 W: 41 DP:8 M:3 T:10 "W not happy" 7/11 D final: 8/13