good food for thought zig. i relate to that immensely.

ahhh...so many thoughts to think about. so much learning. so much to get through to get to a better place. i feel tired tonight and a little scared about the future once again. i am not in the moment. my head is in a scary dark place.

i need the blanket zig. need some hope.

TPS
Me: 44 H: 42
M14 T17
S10 D7
10/10 H moves out after death of his father-same month
21/04/12 H is 'DONE'
04/05/12 OW/PA confirmed (rumors from 2010)
July '14 H ends affair
May '15 H moves back home