I've read a bit of your thread and it does seem that you are making progress.

It might help to write the improvements down. Maybe start a journal of daily positives. Sometimes we get so caught up in all the bad that we overlook the good.

Thanks for your thoughts on my thread.

Me 57/H 58
M36 S 2.5yrs R 12/13

Let me give up the need to know why things happen as they do.
I will never know and constant wondering is constant suffering.
Caroline Myss