a new perspective

[needgrace]

i don't know.. i saw my W tonight for the first time in 4 months.. (she moved out of state but is moving back in 2 months and had some interviews and an OW here.)

i am feeling like maybe i have left her behind.. maybe that is how i feel tonight and i will feel differently tomorrow, but i do not feel like i thought i would.. i miss what we had, but she did not feel like the same person at all to me, not at all...

stronger, maybe we are feeling the same way...is this detachment??