a new perspective

[strongerthanever]

I completely understand. But man, the person I fell in love with is gone...just like those old shiny memories, that man is gone, rusted over too. My emotions are doing the same. It's like he's lost his effect on me.

as hard as it was to get to this point, as many times I pleaded with God, idk, I just don't see it happening right now. It's not a front. It's like the relationship was left to rot out of negligence and no longer seems appealing.

Is this suppose to happen?