thanks labug - and that's a huge compliment coming from you, so i appreciate it even more:)

yeah Busker Fest does sound fun.

I wanted h to invite me - but he didn't and now i'm denying myself the opportunity of being down there because he didn't!!

well seems like i am denying myself the opportunity to have some fun.

i think i will go down there - on my own - will admit that i am a bit nervous about going on my own - i feel so aware that i'm on my own because of my sitch - that i can't enjoy and relish the being on my own

at least that's how it has been

i do believe your one little phrase is about to propel me OUT of that way of self-pitying thinking and into a new phase altogether.

I do believe that i shall get my butt out of this house - and go down there and just have fun - even if i do do it on my own

am going to wait until dark though - that's the fun stuff - and i'll even treat myself to some of that yummy food they'll be selling down there

thanks labug - from now on - every little sentence you write to me - i'm going to see the real meaning behind it:)

sweet friend - hope you are well?

thanks for this
zig

ps - i'm still up for the blanket too!!


me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
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h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"