So suffer through...endure...act as if, when your screaming in your head, I want more or out of this, wackadoodoole! I never call him that but in my head there is and angry little me that means it!
I ask myself "if I won tons of money today, what would I do"...
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!