Been very busy shopping for DD's trip, and trying to study for an exam i've got in 3 weeks.
But i find that lately, H has been on my mind a lot...
I know I shouldn't, but i've looked on his facebook page a few times. So far, there hae been 2 pictures of him with a woman. i think they're dating. This is not the OW that broke my marriage, but a different one. I guess he sees himself as single now. I'm beginning to have regrets about not meeting up with him earlier in the year (it just feels weird to me that we have not seen each other in 9 months). But then, the last time he asked to meet up, i agreed for the first time, and he did nothing about it.
DD travels in a week. The plan is that she'll be gone till next July. I was hoping H would try to see her before she leaves, but I don't think that's going to happen. He doesn't know she's leaving, anyway...
I've met a couple of guys while i've been out GAL. I'm not attracted to any of them, but I find that the attention scares me. I know this seems silly, but i'm scared to meet someone that I'd be attracted to: 1) moving on with anyone now will make it harder to R. 2) it will feel like cheating, and I'm not that person...
Is there anyone here that has no contact with their WAS? What do you do in such a sitch? Just give up?
Me 33, H 34 T 15 (on and off, 7 years this stretch) M 4 DD 3 OW July 2010, IDLY - Oct 2010
1st sep 28/5/11-14/8/11 (my idea) OW confirmed 25/11/11 (H travelled with OW 26/11/11) I moved out 3/12/11
