Originally Posted By: labug
Yes, that will help spur you to a different place, but you'll come back and visit this place. Almost 18 months from BD and I can still get into the 'poor me' mode, it just passes more quickly. Meditation does help.

This is not a linear process, so don't have that expectation either. Some lessons have to be repeated.

You are getting it.


Thanks Bug. Actually I saw a pix of her this morning. And thats what kicked the anger as well. Im just done with all that because I DO know I am the better option. And Im just going to get better! No more contact. And being VERY reserved with the little conversations we will have about our son. Wow. I think I had an epiphany over night or something..


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T:12/ M:9
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