We're stagnent, that's it! We're not fighting, not recommitting, not really in a R, no apologies, no forgiveness, but time goes on...so we are just caught up in the movement.
I read this here: I just "crash." I feel it coming on and I simply crash.
That's a great way to describe what I feel!
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
