Good thoughts Arsene, and your right she might not share that with those that would be naysayers....doesn't change anything for me either way so its a thought i'll let go.

No interaction with her tonight at the practice....she didnt arrive home until after we had started and then went straight into the house....i was running through some drills with my team, but I did notice her looking over a few times as she walked across the porch.

S11 went into the house after practice to tell her he was going home with me again tonight and he said she was on the couch with a blanket....i know this is speculation but im certain that something isnt right with her, depression or hormonal or something b/c he's mentioned before that she comes home from work and goes to sleep alot.....either that or she's just not sleeping at night. I guess I cant't worry about any of that either b/c I cant help her right now....she wont let me and i wouldnt try anyway.

Im still struggling at work a bit but i've gotten more done this week than last I think....my plan is simply to improve each day and see what happens.


M:39 W:41
T:15 M:12
SS:16 S:11
WAW:6/15/12
JER. 29:11