"it's her weekend to go out and she said it felt "awkward.""
Your arrangement does sound odd. I mean it's almost like you're forcing the other person to have to go out that weekend or else they missed their chance. Sounds very controlled.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.