mac -

i'm trying one more time, okay.

i do believe the others are waiting for you to see the light in your own darkness.

we are trying not to give up, because it takes each of us our own time to come to this, to get it, to wake up.

there have been loads of times when others have stood by me on my thread - waiting for me to get it, so i am giving it forward here

YOU ARE GRASPING

for straws, for anything whatsoever.


i read that page you posted the link to.

wake up , dear friend - it worked LAST TIME - but did it really work? because look where you are right now?

if you keep going back to that to hold you through this round, you are fooling yourself and not doing what it takes.

THIS ROUND is different - everything is different. the only difference is that you are NOT detaching and beginning to work on yourself.

see your own pattern here - you are repeating all the mistakes you made last time AGAIN - with w, with "friend" with yourself


you know what you have to change you perspective about now?

you have to change the idea that what you did last time worked so if you do it again then it will work now.

It didn't work last time, and it's not working now.

so let's get down to what's really important here, ok?

YOU - and i am still waiting for your real commitment.

i've literally been waiting for 6 hours now, plus all of yesterday.

your own soul has been waiting for years

now go read the rest of my thread and please dear friend wake up

zig

me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
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BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"