oh mac - sigh - did you read all the way to the end or only upto the part you quoted.

because - what you quoted was where i was when i WASN"T accepting.

you can't accept in one hour - it's a process.

did you read the part about humility?

did you get it - there's a huge process of becoming huble in this - and you don't sound humble - your'e still on the rampage.

AND you are NOT yet committed - because you are still only choosing to
see where she is at

when you say f this, f the sitch f her - you are still focused on her, not yourself

I KNOW!! i was doing that myself 24 hrs ago!!

and i still haven't heard about how many times you did the exercise.

if in the next couple of posts i don't see you starting to get it, i really don't know how to help you with this.

is it my job to help you or your job to start helping yourself?

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"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"