I accept what she's doing. And you're right. Can't do a blessed thing directly
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right now i am pretty cooked up about this - but NOT acting on it. I am completely sure that i will be able to tell him exactly where i stand on this when the time is right. and it will be in the next few days, so he has time to rectify the situation.
Good grief zig. I wish I WISH I was this strong. I know that out of adversity some good can come.
It's actually the W dithering. Nothing final. That's what's got me on a tightrope. So I can only do what I need to do. F her. F the sitch. And F the f'ing roller coaster! It's me and me alone.
I can't read the future. And I certainly haven't got a clue what was discussed. And I'm totally flummoxed why she hotfooted it back to the pub and friend (telling her what news?). And I'm going to try my best not to let it get at me (another face slap and the dishes need doing).
I am going to stop spinning. And the only way is to stop poking my nose in to what "u know who" is up too!
Acceptance of the sitch is something that's sinking in but it's the dealing with it that's taking the time. I've no idea how fight to the death and acceptance made it into the same sentence.
Oh we'll. things will turn out just fine whatever happens along the way. And that's exactly what I'm going to deal with - MY journey.
Gotta go meet friends at the door. I'll pop back later. And I promise I'll be in a much better space. Only after reading your thread, your reply and taking a "chill pill".
