Man the feelings I get from seeing her look at me 4 days ago like she used to when she was "in love" with me and now looking at me so blank and emotionless.
She is still making future plans, she wants to get some new snowboarding gear and season passes to our local mountain after our MC session tomorrow.
I love her... I want her but I do not need her to be happy. I am a kind, patient, giving, loyal man who makes a great husband. I am a good person and a hard worker. I WILL be stronger because of this situation.
Letting go at this point produces a great relief. Don't want nobody who doesn't want you, it's not healthy. Your love for her will fade into care.
Alot of people are doing what they see on TV, art imitates life and vice versa.
