Honey. I've slapped myself silly, run out of ice and told myself I'm NOT reaching my goal. I'm just so horrified that this is happening. And if its me doing my "as if" bit that's triggered it :-(((((((((((( an hour in with the L. To say what? Stop it or go for it. Or or or. Bugger. This is doing my head in.
I've got friends, good friends arriving in an hour or so. Praying that yiur list and their being here will help me through.
I actually don't give a hoot about the W's visit. It's what she's perpetuating. And all the damn hard work that I need to do because of it.
