I need to slow down for a few days...I'm friggin tired.
Sat - 5k race Sun - concert with S17 Mon - movie night with kids Tue - talk with W about OM Wed - golf league Thu - gonna veg!! Fri - Lorax with kids Sat - possible trip to my Dad's
We golfed with a couple of older gentlemen last night and the one reminded me of my grandpa with the way he talked. I felt so comfortable and laughed so much. It was an awful lot of fun.
W wakes me this am and initiates ML and then hugged me before she left for work. She even made coffee! Wow, where has this woman been!? I hope she sticks around
Before I forget, I wanted to share one of the texts I sent to my W regarding the apologies I've been doing:
"I'm sorry I didn't understand or address my insecurities sooner, and I'm sorry how I let it affect you and our relationship."
It is something I've been working on, and I am truly sorry for it. But at the same time, it isn't specific enough to make me worry about her using it in court should we go our separate ways. And really, addressing the specific instances where it caused problems is less meaningful to me, because I wouldn't be addressing the true problem.
