it is out there, waiting for all of us. I really believe that. We may not recognize the face of the person that will fulfill our hearts desires, but I do not doubt their existence.
I wouldn't focus on that right now. You aren't a match to the love that you are seeking. first you have to heal yourself, love yourself. Love others, strangers for no reason other than you are a living person that sees the good in people.
People have the power of freewill. Just because they decide to start liking oranges, or tea, or winter doesn't make their previous preference bad or wrong. The same is with you. Just because someone doesn't want to be with you doesn't mean you aren't worth wanting or being with. Your value as person does not increase with anothers attraction to, and it does not decrease when another turns their attention away from it.
You are constant, beautiful and deserving. Don't put your self value in the hands of someone who does not have your best intrest at heart.
Me-31 H-24 D3,D2 M 4 yrs WAW(me) 12/2011 role reversal 03/2012 (H)PA 3-6/2012 (H)D filed 6/2012 D deemed "inactive", closed 8/2012 I've moved on 9/2012