aaah

back to the double bind - it's been so long, it's going to take me a while to go search for those posts and reread what you wrote about it.

i can't quite remember the details of how it works to apply here.

i am... beginning to loose the resistance.

and each time i do there is almost a helplessness about it before the acceptance comes...

how am i still in this place - i thought i had moved so far from it already


The best leaders... are those who support others in their own greatness...


my first thought - i have to find the greatness in h so i can support it?

i don't see any right now

or am i missing the point?




i've been trying to teach, haven't I?

what DOES it mean to lead...


oh where's that Turtle Humility - she so needs to visit me right now - and bring a 2 x 4 with her - or do i have one on hand that i can use on myself??


me 46 H 38
M10yrs T 11
S10
BD ow 8/11
h filed 9/25/12


"if i could define enlightenment briefly, i would say it is the quiet acceptance of what is"