Ordered the DR book, not here yet. Hope to get it early next week. Looking forward to reading
I have told him, in no uncertain terms, that I am ready to recommit to our R & M
He doesn't trust me and doesn't want to risk losing his current relationship, which I believe is already at risk if he still has feelings for me...He feels by talking with me he isn't focusing 100% of his energy on OW, but yet - he still calls...
The no-contact was for me, not to try to get him back. It's too hard to have my hopes raised with a great, albeit late-nite phone call, to then wake up the next morning to another email that he feels guilty and shouldn't be talking to me anymore. But then he asks to call again last night and I can't say no - I miss him!
