Hang in there! Took me 6 months and lots of soul-searching to feel anything again.
My R had many 2nd chances...While going through our first experience with me being ready to leave (a year ago), I found an old email while cleaning out my inbox - from 2009 - with promises that he would do better and be more supportive. I never felt that he tried and so I gave up.
Thanks for the words of support! I'm ready for him when he's ready for me
