How things are improving Part Deux

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= you just proved yourself that you are spinning off of her presence or actions.

so just do something different..... don't

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i'm figuring by now you've read that list at least 6 times, correct?

are you doing it every 20 mins - there's no mention of that .

i seriously want you to report back and BE ACCOUNTABLE here right now for the next week. i want you to be able to post here every few hours that this is how many times you read that list, and this is how many times you had to do the 6 things on it.

instead of jumping on here to post what she did.

i want to know what YOU did, ok?

pledge that now alright?

and i want that piece of paper under your pillow so it's the last thing you read before you zzzzzzzz and the first thing you pull out and read when you wake up, and then it goes straight into your pocket and the timer is set. and i don't want to hear how you forgot to set the timer.


do this like your life depends on it, mac - and next time this week - you will be in a place in your mind that you never knew you had the capability of being.

the brain is great - it takes only ONE TIME to do something , and it gets the message right away that it is capable of doing it again - and then you're on your way.


Because no W + mate computers that I said I would fix = better me


don't kid yourself, mac - ^^^ that only works when she's not around. it doesn't work for [censored] when she is and so you need to do something about that. right now, trust me, that little piece of writing i asked you to print out and read is your only life line to get you out of this mess in your head.

in fact - i want to know you even printed it out. and i swear you'll hear a 2 x 4 whirring through the air towards you at top speed if you so much as hint that you don't have a printer. then write it out!!

so let's start on the accountability right away, ok?