Thanks for the encouragement its always appreciated. I agree with you that im not the same person I am when this started and I know im a much better person today, and still have an awful lot of improving to do so im excited about that as well. I'll be happy when they have been ingrained long enough that I don't feel like I could slip and im sure that will take a while.
I dont think she would consider doing something as a family right now, obviously its something she'd be into if it weren't for the part of me being there....sad but true but I can smile about it at least.
My sons youth football league starts this Saturday and he has games every Saturday util November so we'll be around one another often and we typically go out with 3-4 other couples and their kids for pizza and such after the games...I dont know if she'll still join us as she has somewhat by her choice stayed away from such things, but my thoughts are she will probably join but simply avoid being too close to me and thats ok at the very least it will give her the opportunity to see me interact with others.
I appreciate your confidence in the fact that she's seeing it b/c she's so indifferent to me right now I often wonder if she's thinking of me at all.
