Carnac - I had a few baby steps today as well, and thats what kicked me into being cheerful, and positive. And maybe alittle of it is because I to have a T session tonight as well. Its good to learn more about you as a person so that your relationships can improve!
Interesting you say that you think life changes you, and humbles you... living it as well my friend. I am NOT the same person I was almost 5 weeks ago.
You should be proud of the person you are turning into. Just from the beginning I had read, up till now - you are doing the right things to make yourself a better man. One day your wife will be proud of you as well. Im sure she sees the changes you are doing to improve yourself.
I know this isnt something that is probably protical - but would you consider asking her to do something as a family? Give her a taste of what she is missing again? She is family orientated as you? Ive thought about that alot. About doing something as a family to trigger I guess. I know its too early now for me - but maybe not you?
M:43/ H:39 T:12/ M:9 S8, D15 M affair(one night): 2/09 M EA: 2/12-7/12 D:6/7/12 H: GF since 7/24/12
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