My h has gone to work early tonight...before I got back from shopping. It was a nice way to come home...no depression in the air, just the kids laughing in the kitchen and me joining them.
I think about H not living here anymore. It would be such a load off but that's not fair to him, I know he needs understanding and TLC, which he gets. That's why I'm making the goals to get me out, working, doing more things alone.
What if we all have a life while he's here fading...that's how it felt today when I returned from being out all day he looked like down. I almost felt guilty!
I am still too attached to him...I need to go read my recommend books.
The past can't be ahead of you in the future. You don't have to figure it all out, just pick a direction. What's next...I don't know but I can't wait!
