Attraction would be putting it mildly. Crazy, powerful desire and 'playing with fire' would be closer to the truth.
Obviously from my last post, N/C clearly isn't going to work. Glad to know it's not the only way to go about this.
And I'm not on the fence, I'm trying to be respectful. I don't want him to ever blame me for it not working out with OW. And you're right, she is the OW. Not D and we both still 'feel' M.
Still trying to figure out 'how' to show him those things if I don't get to see him...because telling him those things isn't working.
