Divorced.. #2

[Mrs D]

Carnac,
Its the fact that we do talk, and that we do get along so remarkably well that my mind starts over thinking leading me to pounce!! I think it would be easier if he didn't talk much to me at all to be honest. Id have a better chance of detaching, thats for sure! And the whole "believe none of what he says, half of what he does" thing throws me to. Like Sunday. As I could see him thinking about everything we were talking about, and I know I see hope... hes telling me no. Sorry. @#$%!!! Ugh....

I have always been a Christian as well, but never asked God for help through prayer much. I know I am relying on him now, big time!! I just want to be that good person I was. And in the end, I just want my family - ALL four of us back together and healthy!!! Half of the battle waz acknowledging my mistakes. The other half is fixing the damage.

I feel so bad for your situation Carnac. I wish I could give you some advice. I think you are doing the right things ... Im just not sure why she isnt reaching out.