Thanks Carnac. I agree, but I also feel like the specificity is really helping my W in her healing process. I'm not repeating myself, and I've tried to apologize in broad strokes rather than specific instances so I'm covering many errors in one note. So much so that I'm just about finished...I might be able to pull a couple more out with some thought, but I'm really close to sitting her down and asking for forgiveness and putting it all behind us.
Frankly, even if she doesn't forgive me, I'm ready to put it all behind me....I forgave myself for my mistakes a while back and I'm not interested in beating that horse any longer.
