Divorced.. #2

[Mrs D]

Thanks Starsky. I was very selfish for the past three years. And I know its selfish of me to hope that this is a rebound, and that eventually we can make our relationship the way we were intended. We were happy 9 years plus in our marriage. I know we can get back to that point again - AFTER I fix myself.

I just cringe the thought they are making the memories that I should be making with him - AND my family. So, I pray nightly for patience. I pray nightly for Gods help leading me the way of fixing myself. And I pray nightly to lead my ExH back to me.

If that is the only selfish thing I want ever in my life - Ill be honest - this is it. I would never be selfish about ANYTHING ever again. As wrong as that may be - this is it.