Last night I met up with a friend for dinner after work. He had moved out of the country in Feb and came back to visit. He didn't even recognise me post weight loss. Great feeling. Then we talked and he of course asked me how I was dealing with H and then he said "I have to say I've never seen you so relaxed so happy. You totally seem like you're doing good"
It just felt great. I think I'm doing good but to have someone else notice it is great.
A girlfriend of mine joined us and she asked me about Mr Strawberry. I updated her and was said "but I'm not sure what he thinks about me x, y, and z" and She said "why are you trying to talk yourself out of this?" I honestly think I'm so nervous about rejection or putting myself out there that I'd rather convince myself there's nothing there and not get carried away. I think that's a good plan not to get carried away either way. But I think I need to just let it be.
