You are right. Absolutely right. And to be honest, I guess I make it my concern because I do love him. And I know I really screwed things up. And I know that I need to fix myself first. I also know that if he will have me, THIS person I have been for the past few years will never come around again. Im trying to forgive myself for all the hurt that I have placed within our relationship. Within even friends and family relationships.

And also, I guess I still want to take care of him because I have for the past 12 years.... its hard to let go...

M:43/ H:39
T:12/ M:9
S8, D15
M affair(one night): 2/09
M EA: 2/12-7/12
D:6/7/12
H: GF since 7/24/12

God,Family, and the Green Bay Packers. - Vince Lombardi