sleeper- i never saw this response you made. i didn't know our posts & responses are in other people's spaces.

anyway- only want to say i love dune - (for some wierd reason because i am not in the least a sci fi guy (well- gal)). i need to dust off my wierding way - wish i had one

it's just that i wish i could feel he is not the biggest part of my life- i'm a bit more detached now - not by any means looking forward to life alone. still makes me feel sick to think of never seeing him again. he is so deeply entangled in every way with me and my life. it's like saying hey, what the heck, so you need to get your head amputated- you'll get used to it.???!!!

well, something like that. i WANT to be harder-