How much worse can this get? I mean really? Our 14 year old dog died last night. I don't know how much more I can take. 2 grandmothers passed away, my marriage is on life support, and our girl died. What is going on? This is the worst 18 months of my life. All this pain and I am in desperate need of love and comfort without hope in sight. How do I keep going? I just want his arms around me, I want to hear him say he loves me, I want him to come home. When will this end?
lillystillinlove M:43 H:49 T:17 M:16 S:6 Bomb: 1/27/12 EA+ with close married family friend / ILYBINILWY H moved out 7/27/12 H is Extremely angry, stressed and unable to forgive
